My girlfriend sent me this passage from the Message last night. As I was going to bed...something told me to turn on the light again, look it up, and read it. It was from Matthew after all--the book which I am currently studying--if it was such a "great" passage, I think I would have remembered it. Not expecting much, I flipped open the pages of the Message and read," 'Are you tired? Worn out? Burned out on religion? Come to me. Get away with me and you'll recover your life. I'll show you how to take a real rest. Walk with me and work with me—watch how I do it. Learn the unforced rhythms of grace. I won't lay anything heavy or ill-fitting on you. Keep company with me and you'll learn to live freely and lightly.' "It struck me like a
rock. My first thought was that it's simply amazing how Scripture cannot pertain to your life at one moment, and the next, speak straight to your core. This is what happened Sunday night. In those few thoughts, a thousand emotions poured forth...
" 'Are you tired? Worn out?' " You bet I am...and I don't mind telling people. I am about two seconds away from being
completely burned out with politics. Save for my position as Secretary of the SRC, it has just become foreign to me. I'm tired of politics--the
constant rushing,
constant fighting,
constant inconsistencies. When one battle ends, another begins...
and that isn't a life.
Gary's words continue to speak to me even yet...even though he spoke them over two years ago. We who engross our lives in politics (me included)--we need to take a break (and very truly)
get a life. I have gotten so that my friends have come second (when you start making excuses for not hanging out with your friends because, "Oh...sorry, man...I'm in the middle of posting a blog..."--that's going to far). And for a moment, (which is when I immediately threw on my brakes and said, "
THAT'S ENOUGH!"), the political life and political blogging became an obsession of mine.
Hobbies are fine.
Obsessions are
not. And anyone who says differently is trying to sell you something.
" 'Come to me. Get away with me and you'll recover your life. I'll show you how to take a real rest. Walk with me and work with me—watch how I do it.' " When I was in that pit of doubt, when that feeling of depression hit...Christ's words of encouragement could not have come at a better time. They do have a funny way of doing that...it shows you how involved He can be in your life...always knowing exactly what's going on, and wanting so desperately to be there with and for you--as long as you let him. In order for us to recover our life--and indeed, our priorities and our sanity--we must be the
first to initiate that rekindling of a relationship with Christ. I was--and progressively still am--so anxious to recover that happiness in my life. I wanted that
real rest. And to get it, as He said, you need only to look to Him, His example, His works, and His Word. I have begun to experience a peace that I haven't felt before...a calmness...a perfect feeling that is indescribable.
" 'Keep company with me and you'll learn to live freely and lightly.' " And not only with Him--but close friends too. It took me some time, as I fell into the political trap that so many tend to do...where the debates, rallies, battles, usurpations of power, magnanimous wins, and staggering losses all plague every moment of one's life...that I realized, in the grand scheme of things, for me right now,
it's just not a big deal.
- Would I rather be at a debate or having a quite time with the true Man in my life?
- Would I rather be at a protest or hunting with my best friend, Tyler?
- Would I rather be blogging or sitting around a firepit with my four best friends enjoying an Arturo Fuente?
- Would I rather be sleeping in because of a long night debriefing session, or getting up early Sunday morning to go to church?
- Would I rather be working a late night at the campaign office or spending that late night in silent meditation of the Scriptures in the chapel of St. Francis of Assisi?
Come to think of it, they're not really either/or questions...they're questions of who you truly--in the end--own the majority of your life and time too--the people in your life that truly mean something and Christ himself? ..... Or to the political world--where back-stabbing, hollow victories, disparaging losses, and uninterested legislators rule your life?